28.11.07 My blood is being contributed~~

The day That i bleed. These stickers are so cute. I wanna have one too but i’m no longer first timer le… Tested my blood pressure is 86/60… It’s so low…

Nothing much; this is my bag of blood me so lucky to catch a pic of it.. Hehehe… This time felt slight pain & numbness… Don’t like the feeling and i scare pain de… *Please be gentle to me*

It’s Shar who encourage me to donate 😀

For my loss, I gain all these… er.. If i can finish all of them… hahaha..

Tada I got myself a pink bandage… So nice… 😀

After the bloody business, we went AMK Hub for being lucky but only that 2 crazy ones buy… I’m just the victim that they pulled out… =_=

Will’s food (That explains his size)

This auntie & uncle is old enough to be papa & mama already but they got interested on kids’ play~~ OMG!!!

Shar really go and buy it… Somebody help me!!!

I’m thrill to see adults playing this lor… I’m not interested to play… I rather sleep cause I’m slowly feeling giddy (Loss of blood) This will be some guidelines on how to create your own sand picture…

Another small boy joined in our table but he’s the expert. Don’t play play hor…

Ok… The santa eyes are blue… All thanks to me… Cause i told her that she did not use blue & she believed it… -_- Paiseh; I got no sense of color combination. :p

Heard this is good for thoart & heatiness so I tried~~ Too sour for me!!! HELP!!!

Next we took company bus after work to watch tattooist. I asked Shar whether she booked online then she said that she checked & that’s available seats. In order to save that $1, she decide to buy it when we reached there… Goodness; to save that $1 and yet she can spent on hundreds to thousands of dollars for her LV… What logic??? *TL*

Finally we are back at AMK Hub… Thanks to Shar, we’re not watching Tatooist cause the cashier say today don’t have this show… Oh… So what did Shar see? Tatooist ghostly virus invaded Cathay website???? *TLx2* So leh, last minute watch Hitman instead and movie will be at the later time… *I’m feeling more giddy*

Shar has a nice haircut but no way for me to cut that way cause i know i will be even cuter… :p

Turtles also can be cute… 😀

Realise round dolls are cute…

Ok; I had enough!!! Now they are doing it together… Worst of all; I’m sleeping instead due to giddiness… 😦 Because of that I only take this one & only pic… Too tired to continue… As time is not enough; they will be coming back to continue their sand paintings after our movie session…

Last minute buy pork floss bun from breadtalk (My fav) for my dinner to eat it during movie…
=_=

Hitman is very nice… And the male lead is handsome although he got no hair.. hahaha…

Before

After

That’s prove that i prefer guys with shorter hair or maybe no hair… Hehehehe… Sorry; I don’t want long hair; to me it’s very messy & untidy… :p

After movies, it’s about 9+ le… Shar & Will have to return back to their sand paintings… I DO NOT WANT!!!! But Shar pulled me along, I was so unhappy about it… I’m going to faint anytime le… 😦 During their toilet break, I walked really fast out and chiong to the lift but it’s like a snail… So I rushed to the escalator instead… I AM FREE!!!! YEAH!!! SO HAPPY!!! I’m thrilled and my heart is pounding when I make my escape, felt like a secret killer… Hahaha…. But i’m not so cruel; I did sms them ‘Byebye’ to tell them I’m gone… Ok; I know they will hate me for that… But i’m seriously tired with so much loss of blood… Sometimes I find that i’m still treating ppl too nice… Maybe it’s inside my blood… Can’t do anything about it…

Guess what? The next day, Shar has to watch Hitman with her hubby cause she lied that she had watched Enchanted with us… I was like HUH???? White lies? For what? Then shouldn’t have watch it when she knows her hubby wanted to watch with her… Felt sorry for her… But felt even sorry for her hubby…

Bad omen

It’s really a bad day for me… I do not know why but things keep hindering me…

All the taxis we took don’t know the way & english is impossible to them… I was angry about it cause why do my boss board it even before asking whether he knows the way… She kept saying that it has never happened to her… So our fault? I’m seriously angry that I totally kept quiet, if i were to burst, it will be very harsh words… I ENDURE!!!

My dear boss told us last minute that we have to pay our hotel rooms ourselves… Thousands of kilos fall into, i’m totally stunned… Of course I have to… I only have S$150 worth of peso, no cards, no nothing… I left sg with no cards cause i totally forget as I took another purse for this ph trip. As I had packed my things earlier, I moved all my cash over so i won’t forget about bringing S$. I kept my cards as i might need it on sat / sun… But thanks to my poor memory, I had nothing when I finally reach ph.. Thinking back, right now I only have S$10 & no cards, if i were to buy top up card, how is it possible to do it??? Suddenly I feel that I can’t go without my alan… Not only he bought me a top up card; it was the last one somemore….. With all the confusion, I asked my darling for help but he’s not able to. I didn’t expect much as it’s my problem so I looked for my sister who might be able to help me activate my dbs token (which i left at home) so i can access internet banking but she don’t pick up… Felt the urge of stress… I had no choice but to wait till night time to call my mum when she’s home… What’s worst? My prepaid card value is low and no longer can send / call… Why is EVERY bad things happening to me? What have I done wrong?

After return, we checked and realise it’s P2560/night, that’s S$90+!!! OMG!!! For such a rundown hotel!!!! It’s almost time to call mama & I’m lucky that she’s home early so I have to guide her all the way to go to my bag to dig out the token… It’s not easy as I’m on the brink of showing my temper & yet she’s telling jokes to me… I was so pissed off… I’m on international call with her for god’s sake… I think she sensed my coming temper so she obediently went to find my token. As my mama don’t know what is dbs token, I have to describe to her what do i want… (Adding fuel to my fire) Lucky she found it before I burst out crying… Thanks mama if not for u, i have to wash plates at this hotel… Haha… Sorry for throwing temper at u, I’m just too lost & helpless at that time… Forgive me!!

So I finally login to my account & transfer $ to Will so he can pay my hotel room using his card and I will have to transfer to his room tomorrow to save cost…

Another great impact hit on me again… I was misunderstand that I’m lying all along & is having affair with Will… I was confused, angry, teary & heartache cause I don’t like to be framed that way… I’m not such a person… Why am I feeling that way? Cause I’m going to lose my darling who treat me so well for the stupid mistake that I have done… Even at my most lost state, I pulled myself back trying to prove myself… I have nothing to hide… I’m not lying… I’m just stupid at times… I’m not that bright anyway… I just hope that my darling can trust me… If I had a choice I wouldn’t share a room with Will… If I had a choice, I won’t want to be low in cash… But shit happens!!!!

I don’t know how I did it but dearie forgive me somehow and paid for my last night in bacalod… I was like going to cry liao le… It’s not that I got my own room… It’s that he’s believing me again…

Due to this incident; I realised I can’t bear to lose u just because I’m not worth the trust… I love you dear… U are my sunshine that never fail to brighten up my smile. 🙂

Gonez~~

In few more hours I won’t be in singapore, don’t know to be happy or sad. But felt nothing… I hope to be excited at least.

Sad thing is I was being told that I made him disappointed, it sounded that he’s angry with me. So now my fault again… I hate that feeling… I’m feeling the same way my ex is giving me but this time the torture is much more lesser…

Ppl tends to misunderstand me in different kinds of way. I’m tired. I don’t feel like explaining things I already know to each and every one. After being tormented in the past, I lost trust and believed that one day things don’t work out… I hope that i’m not trying to be negative but I need to be prepared for the worst. Things haven’t improve at all since my last pain occur to me.. Slowly my mind kept asking Will anyone really loves me for what I am?

Really sorry to my boss that I kept avoiding him but seriously speaking who will work for 50/day & it needs me with more responsibility cause this time it involves oney. Actual fact too many things happened that I rather forgo work & rest in peace. I will be back after my trip. Forgive Xue for rebelling… :p

After speaking up, I felt more relieved & finally felt the readyness to fly… I will bring something back for my bestie friends… Kinda feeling that I’m gonna miss everyone here.. ^-^ Don’t miss me too much. I won’t die easily.. Haha…

~ SueNi escaping to Philippines ~

27.11.07 Kingdom~~

Having the urge so I request to accompany me out for breakfast this time. Shar not with us cause she’s having her driving lessons

So happy!!! I had a laptop for my PH trip but it doesn’t work when I on it *So disappointed* So have to call IT to help me setup ~_~

We had a talk on health and they are selling this device that measure blood pressure & glucose. I think I have serious low blood pressure… Doctor said before I might be low blood for the rest of my life; told me it’s very common… Ok la, still better than high blood but I will suffer more giddiness in my later life (Actually experience it since long time ago)

Aaron brought us to serangoon gardens for lunch cause I said before that I wanna try the western food there… ^-^ Feeling weird when Will & Shar becomes so 客气, so fake lor.. Hahaha…

The soup is bagus!!! I want some more!!!

The whipped potato abit disappointed but their fries are good… I like their salad too… Price are reasonable too… Wanna go there try other dishes again…. ^-^

This time we went to Ichiban sushi cause we are watching Kingdom there ma… Had too much during lunch so I ordered my fav steamed egg… Taste so 幸福~~

Aaron scare I hungry so order unagi for me (Wa seh, alot ppl remember what I like to eat liao… Hahahaha) Taste very good but too bad got alot of bones. Is it because it’s too big? Don’t know leh…

Back of shifu~~

Handroll so must use hand to eat.. #_#

‘Kingdom’ is nice; for the first time I actually like action & war related show. The last one that I like was ‘Brothers’. Almost cried at the end; so touching… I really felt so sad to see ppl dead for the wrong reasons, leaving their loved ones to grieve~~~

26.11.07 Date with WIll & Shar

Thanks to Will; although he came late for work but they bought us carrot cake for breakfast 😀 But still I had bee hoon due to having the urge.. :p

Nice carpet this cabby has and it covered the back seats too… Brighten customers day. *Thumbs upz*

We are at coffeeshop around sin ming area

No urge for food but need coffee.. 😀

We are here for these… That 2 really siaoz, just to come here for icecream

One & only cozy corner

2 eager kids waiting for their icecream

I find it cute

Raining soon… Still eat icecream =_=

Wanna sleep already~~

Taking pics cause I want her hair

And this. My 2nd fav, like the fringe alot

And that~~

Here comes fondue; it’s my first time orh… I never treat my sweet tooth so good

Firstly; Take ur favourite side dish & dipped into the melted chocolate and turn it for a few round, the chocolate will be slightly harden & you may put it in your mouth…

There’s fruits too

Marshmallow…

I admit that I never will stop looking at hair; just look at the wave… OMG

More!!!

And more~~~~ Ok finally ended… This is my fav due to the curls & length

I don’t know why I actually went out with Will & Shar.. We are having Sakae Sushi

Outside environment no good

Sushi anyone?

Fried salmon skin… In the end, i ordered nothing cause no appetite

Next we came here & Shar notice this 3 short fellos & start taking pics with them (We did stupid things to them; lucky pics are still with Shar so I can’t put it here)

n.y.d.c?

For this mud pie… =_= I really take my hat off them

Xmas is coming~ $ disappearing soon… Hahaha…

Visit to lucky plaza & I notice this interesting item… Does it really let ppl have sex appeal???? I wonder.. Anyone try it must tell me. Hahahaha…

Ah~~~~ Shar & I came here for the wigs but it closed at 7pm… Why so early?????

Xmas tree… So big but we didn’t notice when we are downstairs only saw it when we are high up… :p

Another big one… Qns will be; who has the biggest Xmas tree this year? Hehehe

Love this year lightings but still lose out to last year

Walking around HMV & notice this weird item for keeping shoes… I might need that cause I have too many shoes that our shoecase can no longer hold all of them… =_= But I also won’t buy this which cost 100… *-*

I want one of that… Price 35; consider not bad but alot of ppl is scaring me that it will take a long time to heal *Still considering*

I LOVE this tee!!!! But i don’t think I have anyone in mind that I can give to him… Hahaha…

There’s more

and more~~

Finally heading home… MRT changed alot… Really long time din take MRT

Changed color… Kekekeke

01.12.07 2007 Most unhappiest day – Doesn’t want to create as a standalone post cause it’s only part of my life; not my entire life

Don’t understand why I’m being treated that way. I remembered the times that you told me that you can’t live without me and can don’t want anything else except me. You wouldn’t want to marry me cause you are afraid that you will be like my flirty & drunkard dad. I believed you!!! Thinking that all you want is someone that you can look forward to, to achieve goals with targets… I believe at that time it’s true… But now; it’s all gone when i was treated like i owe you all these. As if it’s my fault for choosing to stay by your side… It’s almost year end & this is really my worst day cause I never been so unhappy due to what others treat me. My motive in life is to be happy!!! If you can’t even do that, GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!! I don’t owe you my life…

I just have to treat it that the way that I treat you is the wrong way of loving you. Knowing that you are tired after work, I travel all the way from home just to make sure you can get to see me when you are home. If all these, I can’t even get a hug / kiss from you then i must be orbit good lor…

Xuexue from unhappy to sad to angry… I just wanna be happy. Is that so difficult???

No wonder Will told me bottom eyelids jumping means bad things happening… But this time it’s worst, left bottom jumping & right bottom pain… What can be worst? Hope I won’t get bombed in PH orh…. I got buy insurance so my death will give my mum a good life, i guess… =_=

25.11.07 More & more activities…

Still able to wake up early enough to fetch mama to tampines… She cannot tahan my dusty cabby so have no choice but to go wash car in a rainy day~~

I love to visit the biggest shell at tampines. Their queue is very long but today shorter cause raining soon (Good chance!!! I have to wind down window cause my window too dirty liao… :p)

Finally!!! I see clear… *-*

They call it snow wash~~

They got blow dry machine somemore orh~~

Wa… Blink blink already~~

Aaron is not feeling well due to drinking last night so I very guai & bring him out for dinner (Sorry hor; not everyone I will treat that way… Hahaha)

Go nearby AMK Hub fish&co~~

I love their logo~~ I’m already hooked… Kekeke

The soup is nice but i forgot what is it… :p

Cheese fish & chips… Slurp~

The flag is cute… ^^

Really got cheese one leh…

Went to see wig again… Jialat… Means I really want it liao lor… But still haven’t found something that I really want… :p

Nice apple strudel that aaron bought for me… So sweet… My aunties & cousin eat until very satisfied lor… 😀

Driving is xiong.. Think my skills are rusting or I don’t even have skill lor… :p

25.11.07 Dragonfly~~

Firstly, we set off to Movida cause wanna meet Christine jie (Don’t know i remember correctly or not?) It’s rather more to uncle / auntie level cause I don’t know how to appreciate the music. Maybe i too old or kuku enough till i don’t seemed to hear the songs b4… Keke…

Bored until I have to shoot the surroundings :p

Start off with red wine… Good for girl but i don’t know in what way.. :p

Wa… Nice thing is good to see hehe

I wanna take the BIG mug of tiger but they blocked me (also good can emphasize how big it is)

Finally inside 龙飞

Got live band orh… 😀 Love canto & chinese songs~~

Just look at all the 粉丝 aka fans…


The most popular boy in the band~~

I prefer older guys… Haha~~

Alan & me~~

Met eileen by coincident too… What a small small singapore… Well, most imptly I enjoyed myself… 😀

Nice ceiling… :p

Keyboard!!! Got to love it!!

Trying to aim six but too far

Cute jason posing for me to shoot… 😀 Thanks sia…

Totally admire his talent~~~

Last pic of me before we head off

Hungry? Geylang is the place where there’s food anytime!!! (Sorry auntie; didn’t mean to catch u red handed… :p)

油条与豆浆 Best but very oily~~ :p

Mini Dragon dumpling?

Great night but I really stayed out till so late sia…. Lucky I slept enough before that… Thanks to Alan for the accompany!!!! More to come but after I’m back from PH~~ ^-^

Busy like shit….

Gonna fly soon then came my eye having problem & I have to work like hell…. !@#$%^&*

Something good to be happy about… I got my pay!!!! Yeah!!! Sad thing it’s gone very soon~~~ =_=

Will try to update my bloggy after today’s work… Pain & agony but lucky i’m being loved & pampered to relieve all these…. ^-^

24.11.07 Date with alan~~

Suppose to meet alan but he lost his phone & lost ALL his contacts including mine; thinking that I might call/sms him so he gong gong dai dai wait for me… In the end; I did not cause I’m not a person who will disturb/remind ppl… Lucky thing is our world is so advance & we have a thing called msn… Being very smart, he log online & tada I’m online at night cause i’m blogging… Hahaha…

~ Story ended for these 2 toot toots ~

We went to Mr. Bean’s Cafe cause it’s very late le and no where to go for makan

Didn’t know it’s 24 hrs cafe… 😀

No appetite so I had ham & cheese sandwich; it’s nice…

Hot milk for me to fight the coldness

Chicken chop for him

Sinful brownie for me

Tiramisu for him

It’s indeed good as I finish everything… Hahaha…

Next we headed to st. james but it’s already past midnight so I will create another entry… 😀

23.11.07 Dinner @ Ritz

They went mcdonalds for lunch so i had latte instead… I thot it was sweet at first then i realise that i need to stir it… =_=

On my way to Ritz after I send Will to Central Mall cause I can claim from company anyway and it’s nearby only.. 😀

Nowadays ppl like to be late but what can I do? Wait lor~~ :p

Lots of ppl~~

I still don’t understand why ppl like to eat in a dark environment… Romantic meh? I can’t even see what am I eating… hahaha…

Me & May (My vendor’s director) First time meeting her

Their utensils are unique~~

Ballet performance by group of kids… Wa…

Red wine Yr 2004

Group pic; only I’m odd one out cause me not under their company… kekeke

Corridor?

Nope it’s toilet

Appetiser~

Singing performance

Lobster soup~~

I love this group; sing without music COOL!!!

Me & Jay (Our top scorer in helpfulness & empathy)

Me & Karen (Manager but I chase her for reports… Kekeke)

Chicken~~

Top 3?

Flying dutchman as emcee

What’s inside the cup?

Nothing! So disappointed… Even when we left the cup is still empty… What’s the point? =_=”

My favourite DESSERT!!!! YUMMY!!!

Cupcake that is too sweet…

Reflection of my life?

Last pic~~ 😀

Thanks to Jay for the trip home but I really hope that I have chosen to take a cab home… Who in the hell will tumpang ppl home to CCK then to SK then to Kallang????? Wa liao… Only jay can do it… 😥 But i appreciate the offer, just that I reach home very late… *-*