I had a bad bad dream… Dreamt that dear dear left me for another girl…
So it sets me thinking how will i feel if it really happens? I think every of my bf will get bored of me after a while so they seek for newer feelings… Some take months, some take years to decide to leave me… And always the next moment they had a new girl in their lives. But at least they are happy about it.. Maybe it’s better to go without me. :p
1: Left me for my senior which i know it cause you know school rumors.. kekeke… He only confessed his mistakes after he met me last year & now he’s living few blocks away from me… He’s now happily married to a malaysian girl but still worry about me cause of all the mishaps that happened to me & he kept saying it’s all his fault and if only he don’t leave me… yayaya.. Just stay away from me since you are married… I hate guys who flirt even married and he’s one of them… :p
2: Still single but I think I left him… Hehehe… But till now if he got problems I still help him.. He’s like a korkor to me…
3. Left me because of a guy?!?!?! Hmm… Till now I still don’t know he like girls or guys… Lucky he left me… hehehehe.. He’s now a civil servant & even also a small actor… Think it’s his dream but I’m still keen to know his liking for man or woman leh… hahahaha…
4. I left him cause he told me for granted.. Of all the money that I gave him, he never seemed to work hard at least for his mum…. I still pity his mum where she has to work hard for her 3 childrens, 2 jobs like my mama… The last time I met him, he was with a bunch of ah bengs… My scoldings still didn’t knock some sense to him…
——– Finally my o levels finish liao ———-
5. This one confirm left me for another girl… Now he’s happily living with his gf.. Think he still paiseh for leaving me so he never talked to me liao… :p All the best to him….
6. My senior…. Till now he still regret for neglecting me… But we met on the road and found out he got gf liao… Super loving ones…
7. 6 years of relationship somehow tire him out…. I believe he is the only one who can love me by giving up everything… But funny thing is that he force me to leave him…. He did fond of other girls and did flirt with them and reported back to me, telling me he’s sorry… Forgive & forget until I also forget how many times liao…. He’s now happily living at his own house, probably with his new gf cause he always had girls around him…
I did love someone wholeheartedly but he couldn’t accept it cause his ex-gf hurt him too much… I will always be there if he needs to talk but in the end, he chose his ex-gf who had just move to singapore from malaysia… In his heart, he still love her after she left him for more than a year… So sweet!!!! But I know he will never get married cause he don’t believe in it anymore… Sad… Maybe it’s because he’s already 34 liao… Too old liao… kekekeke…
After so many heartbroken years, I relieved myself by giving the best to my bf, never expect something good in return… Isn’t it loving someone is to let the person happy? I always wanted my bf to be happy. Even if one day he chose to leave me, I know he leave happily… I know i’m not the best girl in the world but I can let him be the happiest guy in the world… kekeke… I know all my friends will scold me for being stupid but why make someone’s life so diffcult?
When he loves me, he really loves me but when he leaves me, his love had gone to someone else…