Feeling sick…

First time feeling super unwell… Don’t know how to describe… Like wanna blackout… Wa… Am I too old????

Now feel like vomit… 😥

Yesterday Thai lesson was good and bump into my partner Jade (2-3 yrs din see her liao) at MRT… Everyone is good in responding with Thai…. And i request Ms. Gan to teach few characters…

ก = Chicken pronoun as kai/改
ข = Egg pronoun as khai/开
ค = Buffalo pronoun as khwai/快
ง = Snake pronoun as nguu/努

Chan chaaw phasat Thai…. ^-^

Pay out liao… So happy!!!

Tired

First time get lost in yishun… I don’t even know how to go MRT from interchange… OMG!!!!! Almost got lost sia… Kaoz… Dam hate the crowd when I’m on the rush… Kekeke… I always lost in direction… Gosh… Z_Z

臭豆腐

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Went to geylang last night.. Looks like no hope for my slimming project liao… Eat more & more.. Kaoz… 😥

To love or not to love?

Recently alot of friends got relationship problems… I don’t understand y all charbors like to kpkb about their bf… If they can’t accept what their bf is, they might as well leave…. And guess what is the answer??? They are not leaving cause they had SACRIFIC alot in the relationship… What the fish…

Also realise gfs like to complain about bfs who do not appreciate them… I always believe why bfs neglect their gfs are due to work or other stuffs… And I do appreciate that my dear dear will always make effort to call/sms me after he has finish his things… I do have a bf but his life is not own by me… Kekeke… Looks like alot of girls are tying down their bfs liao… (PS. Poor guys with no freedom.. Hehehe)

Always remember that what u want might not be what he/she wants… Believe it or not but it’s true…. It’s always a good example to feel your loved ones by being in their shoes… (Oei not that smelly shoes lah… Kekekeke) And please get a life and not ALWAYS think of what the other half is doing…

Let’s carry on loving and learn to love who the person really is & not love the person that you WANT…

$1000/day

Being offered $1000/day for being part time gf… Kaoz… Think I stupid ah? I also know money hard to earn and nothing is free in this world….

Sad hor… Never will find true guy friends one… Not even one sia… @_@ Lucky I’m faithful to my bf… Hehehehe…

Enriching Life

Long time no blog… Why leh? Cause got alot of ups & downs…

Thursday-Fri: Can’t wait for time to come… Dear dear gonna come back soon… ^-^ I thot very long then decide to go with dear’s jiejie to fetch him from airport… Since it’s a late nite flight, I went to dear’s house to sleep first and we move off from there… Dear dear even called me while he’s at airport… I was like gosh… Can’t tell him that I’m going to fetch him cause it suppose to be a surprise… So we chat for 40mins… OMG!!!! His bill gonna be very solid this time…

Finally we reach airport liao… Although we don’t know which flight he’s in but we know the plane has landed… In the end, we waited for quite some time… @_@ Had a full breakfast & reach home early in the morning where the sun has not rise yet…. Z_Z

Dear dear so tired so must let him sleep first… Me leh, facing laptop since i can’t sleep… Gonna go work soon… In the end, too tired liao so I decide to sleep awhile… Luckily i didn’t overslept… Hehehe…

Don’t remember how is work… Only know very busy… And very tired at the end of the day… So i rush home & sleep… Then come lightning storm.. Kaoz… Right before i need to go for bike lesson????

Heng ah… By the time i went out… No more rain… Hahaha… He starting to love me… :þ My instructor is the first botak instructor… Treat me quite nice cause I forget my GLOVES!!!! Was like going to cry liao… Then he say nvm… Wa lao… Feels like 10,000kg fall from the sky…. Today my performance dam lousy… But lucky didn’t fall down or should I say I almost fall down but i’m able to react quickly… :p YEAH!!!!!! Another pass for me!!!! So happy…. Instructor praise me for being attentive to his instructions or correction that he had said to me… I was like phew… Out of 5 students… I’m the only one who pass and move on to Lesson 3!!!! YEAH!!!! Happily I went to book my next lesson but too bad all full so take the earliest lesson lor… LPPL…

Of course after lesson gonna go home & prepare to meet my darling le… What a wonderful day….

Saturday: Woke up early for work… Z_Z Gonna down coffee again… It’s not a good day cause blackout & still have to continue working… kaoz… kenna scold cause i went out for lunch too long… Actually didn’t go eat lor… I go queue & took up 1.5hrs… Make me angry till I din eat my lunch… Dam it… Don’t wanna think too much and meeting dear dear again…. Yeah!!!

Sunday: Wanted to have mcd breakfast but hor… u know… pig lor… I think dear dear’s bed got sleeping spell la… hehehehe… Not a good day also… Almost shock me to death.. Haiz… But in the end, I had my hair cut & treatment as planned… =_=

Monday: Work work & work… Nothing but work… But lucky to meet my dear wor… Long time din eat with colleagues.. I also don’t care… I wanna concentrate on work… They don’t intend to stay but I wanna stay… Kekeke….

Happy \(^-^

I’m so happy…. Happy happy!!!! Still secret secret secret…. Hahaha….

I finally decide to do something to my hair!!!! Yeah Yeah Yeah!!!

But was quite sad regarding bidding… Indeed very very upset….

But most imptly is few more hours to dear’s arrival!!!! Yeah!!!!

Yesterday suppose to get my card liao… My ah mei la… Sleep like a pig & thot mama ring the door bell… Kaoz… Later I have to rush to SP to collect it… @_@

Gonna be pig tonight… Nothing to do… o(Z_Z)o

Secret… Sh…. Kekekeke..

Music & Lyrics

My life is full of beautiful words & lyrics… But I found the music that make it complete…

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I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

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Wanna watch this movie… Cause darling wanna watch ma… kekekeke… Hopefully can find time to watch thou… Still got lyrics to go through… :p

Today I decided something very impt… But decided is one thing whether will do or not is another thing… hehehe… *suspendddd*